The Day Where All Hopes Were Shattered/Crashed/Burned

December 15 was 1 very sad and disappointing day in 2009. I failed my TP test. Mount the curb during the crank course. Immediate failure, IN MY FACE!

It might be normal or okay lor, to fail. But the most heart-aching, 'gek sim' part was, during my 20+ lessons of practising, I never once mount the curb.

Put the blame on my ego and confidence, I knew something was very very wrong when I was about to do the first turn for the crank course, but nonetheless, I went ahead and turn.

'Ohh..' , that came from the TP officer. 'Do you know that mounting of curb is an immediate failure..?'

Surprisingly, I said, 'okay ..' And continued with the meaningless test till end. Till date, I am still wondering why I did not beg for another chance, show my cleavage/ sexy leg/ seduce that officer. Maybe I was too shocked. Maybe I was too gong. Still can't figure out.

The most saddest thing is, next test is on March, and I have to relearn the new parking without the poles. $$ gone, time gone. @!#!%@$#@!~

But anyways, I'll be starting a Happy Initiative in my blog, so stay tuned to what it is all about!

2nd Driving Lesson

Woah! 2nd lesson! When i was on the overhead-bridge to the school, i saw Fish waiting for a cab!
Called him but too late, he's board the cab! hahaha!

Today recap 1st lesson's moving front and reversing! then learn to change gear 1-2! The instructor is great too! He tell me 1 time, went 1 round the circuit, then change over ask me drive liao!! Hahahaha!! Fun sia! But i scared la! Still have not mastered the half-clutch technique! everything its by feeling! hahaa!! Played the inner and outer circuit too, bends, sharp bends change lane! Shiok ar!!

And I did not mount curp at all!! Ai seh!!

Looking forward to the next lesson!

1st Driving Lesson

YiPeEE!! First driving lesson commence!! After a stretched of say.. 5-6 yearS?!! LOLX!!! but well.. at least I've started!
Excited man lolx.. learn moving front and reversing lolx.. The instructor is great!
hhahaha but the left leg v shag ar!! Keep on pressing on to the clutch, and listen to what he's saying.. more then an hour!! LOLX~~

nevertheless, it was fun!! Haha!! License, here i come!! roar!

YO!

hahahaa!! woah, long time since i had time to sit down and blog! was really busy with work man.. or am i just finding excuses cos i am lazy to blog!? =x

work is sure tiring, working long hours everyday. My bad to not be able to go out with my friends, hope u all don't mind ar. Sometimes its just not my call to knock off on the dot. Actually, most of the time lol.But I'm glad that despite my constant reluctant rejection to them, they still asked me out! Thats why they's my friends ma?! rite! LOL

and yesh! i just setup my own twitter account! lolx, add me man! my username is hanzome! haha, same as this blog, not cos i'm hanzome la.. cos easier to remember ma~ lolx!!

hope I can blog more and crap more! Crapping is good! It released stress and gas! lolx! For those v stressful/fustrated/angry/dunoewadtodo ppl out there, crap more!

Wow, its been so long since I last blogged(more then a paragragh haha~)!! Work has taken 70% of my time, so 15% for family and friends and myself, and the remainding 15% for my ger~ this leaves 0% for blogging hahaha!

I'm learning a lot during work, doing stuffs that I totally don't understand lolx! Its always so awkard when people ask me questions about what I am doing, logically, I can explain, but when technically speaking, I'm lost.

From this job, I also managed to learn about the working world. How people handle people, politics. Rushing for impossible deadlines, delaying submissions etc etc.. It was all so stress, but fun.

Wish I can have more time for everything!! hahaha~

Happy Birthday, small bro!!! Yeah~!!

'Ring~~~~~~~~~~'
'argh...$@#%#$^#' Larry reaches for the alarm clock and turns it off. Stayed in that position for 5secs, before he opens his eyes to take a look at the clock.
'!!!, sh*t! I'm late for my appointment!' He then rushes into the bathroom and then out of the house. Luckily, he didn't wait long for the bus.

'Phew, heng ar, else I confirm need to wait very long later one..' As he was still half-awake, he continued sleeping in the bus it reached the interchange.
'Wa, finally reach liao,jialat, late for 20 mins, later confirm need to wait very long!'
'Larry', the receptionist called. 'Yes I am. May I ask how long do I need to wait until its my turn?', Larry uttered.
'Erm..Which room are you in...room 3..hmm,earliest say,45mins?'
'Oh..thank you'. He wait and wait, and after 1hour20mins, his number was finally called.
'Wa piang,finally ar...', and off he went, into room 3.

'Hi, are you Larry?',the orthopedic doctor asked.
Larry: 'Yup, thats me.'
Doctor: 'So how are you feeling now, any pain, discomfort, or numb?

Larry: 'No, actually, but if I were to play sports or carry heavy, I will feel the ache after awhile. Doctor, can you explain to me what exactly is my injury? What can I do to improve my condition? Cure?'

Doctor: 'It is actually a fracture in your lower back..etc..etc..there is no cure for it. Not even physiotheraphy. The only thing you can do is to take up the operation, but it will not cure you, just preventing your condition to worsen. Then again, it is not advisible to do it now, since you do not experience major pain yet..'

Larry: 'But if eventually my condtion were to worsen, why not I do the operation early, so I do not have to reach till the stage where I felt major pain?'

Doc: 'You can, but as I said it is not advisible, cos about 60% of our patients having the similar injury carry on with their lives without having the operation'

Larry:'...okay..thank you doctor..'

His heart sank..It felt as if the last glimpse of light has been extinguish, instantly! He thought in his heart..*nowadays, the medical technology is so advanced..why can't they find cure to this?!* But he kept to himself..

Walking out of the hospital.. *I think I need to get a second opinion on this.. or should I go for the operation? Should I not operate and live just like this?*

He ponders.